7:26 AM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
ME BACK HAPPY.
Cause Chinese Os are OVERRRRRRRR!
=)
So yesterday, I made a last minute decision to make it to Simin's house for her post-exam bbq! Since I have really no idea as to where her house is located at, I decided to meet Jiayi at Kovan station and we'll make it there ourselves. Somehow.
My dear Jiayi told me that we should meet at 5pm at Kovan MRT. I thought that it wouldn't be a good idea to go out so early and be there at 5pm sharp. I was thinking that my plan was a fantastic one until Jiayi called me at 5pm and I panicked I think cause I REALLY THOUGHT SHE WAS PUNCTUAL FOR ONCE and I accidentally pressed the put-down-the-phone button on my phone. Changing and packing rubbish was in a total hurry and when I rushed out from my doorstep, I realised that I haven't return the call to Jiayi and therefore, I did that.
And you know what she told me?
"Oh, I'm going to outram park!"
=.=!
Then let's cut the part on us finding some way and making it somehow to Simin's house. And then we lumped together in the car to fetch Kevin [HAHA HE NEEDS SO MANY ESCORTS] with Simin's mum, Simin, Genie, Jiali, and Jiayi and we accumulated many, many weird stares from people on the road. ;D And since the front seat was taken by Simin's sister who hopped into the car, Kevin was bundled uncomfortably to the back and we were 5 happy girls in the middle of the car ;D Plus, we got to know a new gossip about a certain 04 boy and 05...
Let's get on or else that 04 boy, assuming he knows that I'm talking about him, would strangle me. ;D
We went back and found Mak cooking fish porridge [oh? >=)] for NIGEL WHOOAAA! xD That's because he was sick leh! So sweet right! =))) So the 5 of us were just hanging around the finger food table eating and talking and eating and talking and watching Mak give Nigel the porridge! I don't see how anyone, ANYONE could possibly not appreciate that much love she has in her man. ;D
Finally, we went to play MAHJONG. ;D And at the same time, everyone else went to watch The Maid. Joewei was going around trying to scare people by screaming first before the ghost comes and his scream makes the whole house scream along as well. HAHAHA and in the end he confessed that he actually watched it before and wasn't scared anymore, but was trying to scare the rest of us. -.-I saw a few scary parts but now that I know that the ghost is a nice ghost, I wasn't too scared anymore. =)
Taught Jiayi how to play mahjong too! =) Hope she finally grasped the concept! =)
Alright so this was what that happened generally. Time to gooo!
9:22 PM
Friday, November 06, 2009
Just stare at that sheet of paper and boomz you don't feel like staring at it again Dx
And the thing is, I cannot really say that I have worked super hard for it, because the truth is that I did work for it, but all the stuff ended up wrong and disastrous. Ah well, all things happen for a reason, don't they? I'll pick it up as a learning point.
I went back to school today to choose my subject combination and it is dreadful yet relieving for me to eventually click the option on the screen.
So, the main point is that I've settled with BCMM. No matter how much I dislike it due to the forthcoming workload that would probably lead to me not being able to have the wonderful time to practice my piano and focus on music, but it does leave more options in university. That probably means I'd have to work ten times harder for the next two years assuming that the workload doesn't squish my being to death first. Dx But then again, knowing my annoyingly stubborn personality, I wouldn't be able to last a month of pure mugging, and not to say, 24 months of it. Well, 23 months, not including the December of my A lvl year but I'm sure you do get the point.
Time to eat more gingko nuts to enhance my memory for the next two years! =P
And this is sad: I've got picked to go for Chemistry make-up. -.- Ah well, actually I was thinking of crashing for that make-up even if I wasn't picked for it. ;D And hopefully for next year, I can at least PASS this horrendously evil subject. Dx
Reputably HORRENDOUS killing evil subject. Dx
Time to go!
7:39 PM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
me going back to school tom! =) cause i think i want to catch some operas if thts possible, and then head over to bytes at 3 to settle my subject combination =)
ahhh two years in IP is so super fast! i can still remember the first day i came here vividly, as well as the lessons and days of happiness that follows. the TC 08ip04 class and the friendly occupants, how happy we were all together xD
time passes really fast Dx i just want to turn the clock back to when i first step into njc and relive all those happy memories over and over and over again until i can remember every single thing tht happened in my heart and play it to myself everyday like a film before i sleep =)
still have yet to decide on subject combi! Dx how how how! AHHHHHHHH
P.S...............
Finally, Mak and I have agreed on one topic at least:
Guys are jerks. In one way or another.
And boy I'm sure as hell think I'm finally lucky as to wake up from all those stupid dreams and start getting used to reality.
Some guys take their girls for granted and keeps on going around talking to other girls and neglecting his own foolishly. Some guys are so overly possessive over their girls that they choke them and allow them no free space to breathe. Some guys,in a bid to keep the girl they like to themself even if they're not with the girl, talk bad about other guys especially about the ones the girl likes in a sorry attempt to make them change their mind. Some guys keeps on making fusses to their girls even when it's supposed to be the other way round. Holy cow.
But some can be nice, but they'd still have a little jerkish part in them.
P.S. This post is not directed to anybody. Believe that if you want and feel bad if you think I'm referring to anyone if you want, cause I'm sincerely telling you that I am not arrowing this at anyone.
8:04 PM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Shouj ah, Shouj.
It's high time that you woke up from your childish fantasies. This is a statement so you are extremely obliged to stare hard at it and drill it deep and firmly into that slow brain of yours. Time to pick up that construction driller and start to do some work on the skull before reaching the brain and doing something constructive about it. -.-
The world is a place where your naivety would cost you something you hold dear to yourself, like to keep on trusting but ending up having to have that little breathing spark in you that keeps you stupidly happy for a while die down and disappear. And for that, you'd better start to do something about that and stop being so ridiculously forgiving and trusting. Or better still, you shouldn't expect so much out of anyone cause the larger the expectations, of course, the larger the disappointment and the hurt.
So lesson #1: do not expect so much out of anyone no matter how much sweet little nothings he/she has used to placate you to believe those very words. After all, it's a 99% that it'll never happen and people can be so insensitive as to forget it once and for all especially when they're so comfortable with you now. I, with all the power of my mind and soul and blood that carries oxygen all over the body, plead with you to not be so dense.
Also, not necessarily when you do something to others which you want to see happen on yourself, the other party would be so kind as to reciprocate that back to you. As you can see, Confucious' ideology is not always well known or accepted to the younger generation these days: 己所不欲，忽视与人。I hope I have at least, gotten the chinese characters right, which I doubt so. Anyway, the point that I am seeking to enforce is that, you should stop living in your pretty lala-wonderland where everyone abides but what they say they would do and keep their promises to people. Look at the state of the world today, it is no wonder that the ozone layer should decide to give way and shine all these people in the world today to death, with the inclusion of me.
Therefore, lesson #2: stop being so nice and patient because it's time you stop taking in this and feeling bad all by yourself, and disgustingly think that it's all fine because you think it is supposed to be a chivalrous act. It's downright dumb as you're only torturing yourself, so stop it.
Alright, lessons of the day is done. Thank you for reading to the end if you did because it is nothing but a chunk of honest ramblings. ;D
Okay so today was kind of the "last day of school" as well as the "last chinese lesson in your entire life", hopefully ;D But that also spells the fact that the O lvls are coming! And holy crap, we are gonna pick our subject combi on Friday! Dx
Shit I havent't decided between BCMM and GLMM! Dx SCIENCE OR ARTS AHHHHH *shakes a tree until the leaves have gone bare*
And I really have no no no no no idea which one I should take! There are many many many considerations! AHHHHHH *shakes a porcupine until all its quills drop out*
Huh, but that's quite mean.
*fits the quills back one by one* =)
Alright, time to sit and think like a philosopher!
8:23 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
you know
sometimes i get so sick of it
that ill start to question myself why
and in the end id still find no answer
so id end up thinking why the hell am i even doing it in the first place
and why the hell can others get so good
when im FOREVER, FOREVER
goddamned stuck at the same godforsaken position
and maybe, even sliding down and down
for heaven's sake
im FREAKING trying
but it NEVER helps
and the best damn thing is that
the harder i try
the WORSE i get?!
what the heck is wrong with this deal man, seriously
shouldnt one improve when they try harder
and not fraeking deprove?!
why the shit am i always the reverse ah?
this is not a freaking JOKE okay
it's pissing me off
so what the hell do you want me to do?!
dont try at all
fail
try harder,
still fail
TELL ME LAH,
what in the name of all the exisitng warthogs should i do???
=.=
9:15 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
just took a bath. it was so damn cold im shivering right now! Dx but its offsetted with a warm, nice, sweet cup of milo! this is niceee! =)
came back from hwachong's HIC and MAK WON THE BEST SUPPORTING ACTRESS!!! =))))) CONGRATULATIONS LOVE! jiayi chungzx youre royal highness called me when i was sipping milo off a spoon and shared with me the good news! REALLY MAN. CONGRATULATIONS SUPPORTING DRAMA MAMA!! ;D WE LOVE YOU!
tired. shallretreat to bed!
1:08 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
you must know now.it's time to let go.everyoneand everything.stop giving yourself so much pressureor you're gonna fall one day.real bad.or is it becauseit's my own laziness?and utter slowness and stupiditytht strikes me as such a dumb creaturetht i cannot even comprehendhow it can be?
